This week sucks.

I have not followed my diet plan. I only worked out twice. I have gained a few pounds. I suspect I need to go back on my metformin to control my blood sugar...I hoped I was done with that. I simply do not feel good inside this week (a result of not eating properly). I wish I had better self-control. Still incredibly upset about all the pregos and babies. Praying about it now. NEXT WEEK WILL BE BETTER, RIGHT???